Jul 20, 2010

The guts for glory

Where are mine? I don't really know. 

I come up with these fantastic ideas, but the execution falls flat. It's like jumping off a cliff just to go splat. Am I not built for success?

It's not about depression. It's not about following your dreams.

It's about pushing your self. Finding your guts.

It may not be pretty or glamorous, but whoever said happiness is?

It's gritty. It's rough. It's rare.

I get temporary happiness from thunderstorms, like this one I caught a photo of on my phone last night at 9:00.

After the storm is gone, everything feels refreshed.

Jul 15, 2010

The post before my foray into flash fiction/short stories

Have you entered GiggleFest2010?! If not, head to Tuesday's post to submit your entry.

In other news: I am quitting writing.

Ha. Made you squint. But, I am trying something new: short stories. My CP suggested I do this since I have been struggling to get more than 250 words out a week. I love that short stories have to be quick, efficient, and if you use one wrong word the whole thing can fall apart. Another CP of mine wrote a titillating short story which was published through an online literary magazine two months ago. She is now Well into what will be a full-length novel. Watching this progression was amazing and inspiring. She knocks out over 500 words a day, sometimes over 1000. Yeah, in one day. I have done that three times in the year I've been writing.

That reminds me. I wrote my first story one year ago on Saturday! At that point writing was an unknown for me and it took the aid of Benadryl and a wasp bite to set things in motion. What I wrote was a story about a lost balloon and his quest to be reunited with his owner. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd be where I am today: 22 PB WiPs, 14 MG WiP's, 10 YA WiPs, and 20 or so odds and ends related to my dream of writing (including a screenplay, go figure). 

While these numbers may seem like a lot, let's put them in perspective. Some days I look at the files and think, wow I am set for life, those are the times that the files feel like an unexplored horizon. But most days those files feel like a wall. My ADHD prevents me from focusing on just one project and by the time I buckle down it's midnight and I am falling asleep. Oddly enough the ADHD does not prevent me from successfully chatting, twittering, blogging, facebooking, youtubing, or social networking of any kind. That's because I am also an extremely visual person and social networking sites are set up to constantly change and present something new and fascinating. 

This is in stark contrast to the scene I have been writing for two weeks which keeps replaying in my mind, but I cannot capture on paper. Yo, this post is too long, especially since I am exploring short stories. Durr. Lessons learned: social networking is fun, but bad for me right now. My WiPs and concepts are clambering for my attention. I need to spend more time on schoolwork. My CPs and writer friends are the most supportive people in my life right now.

So, author-friends. Tell me 1.have you written short stories? 2.did you do well? how? or why not?

Jul 13, 2010

GiggleFest2010

Introducing my second contest ever!!

So here's the deal, books and I have not been getting along lately. I am reading some AMAZING books, but life sucks right now and these books are almost too deep for me, I guess. I looked back on my favorite books of the year and noticed the ones that took me a day or two to read were HILARIOUS. Forget LOL, I was ROFLing all over the place during Swim the Fly, Will Grayson, Will Grayson, and The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian.  Srsly, these books are near the top of my all-time faves list and that's largely due their bust a nut nature. 

The contest (the easiest one ever):
Within the comments of THIS post, leave ONE suggestion for a hilarious book. I will read these suggestions in August and chose one winner of a special gift. Yup, that's all you have to do: reco a hilarious read. Now, if someone has already listed your pick in the comments, feel free to also suggest that book and if it's the winner, I'll draw a name as the tie breaker.

Again, GiggleFest2010 = comment with recommendation of hilariousness.

You have until Tuesday, July 20 to get your suggestions in. In the event that I am unable to read them all, I am starting with the first recommendation, so I suppose that's first-come-first-served. If I have already read the book you suggest, I will refer to my Goodreads list when ranking, but if you are intent on suggesting something new, you may view the list ahead of time. Also, if someone has already listed your pick in the comments, feel free to also suggest that book and if it's the winner, I'll draw a name as the tie breaker.


Anyone confused, concerned, or super-duper-excited?!

Jul 10, 2010

I dedicate this to Anita

"This is why you go to college kids, so you don't end up like that guy."
El sorro, Anita, that the photo totally sucks. I had to take it right then for fear I'd never remember.

I am going to the beach on Saturday. So excited.

Jul 8, 2010

Ten Great Songs for the Summertime

Watermelon + vodka + a good book + a mixed tape = a great summer day

Paper Planes - M.I.A
Summer Skin - Death Cab for Cutie
Sleeping In - The Postal Service
Strawberry Swing - Coldplay
No Rain - Blind Melon
My Girl - The Temptations
Daylight - Matt and Kim
In the Summertime - Mungo Jerry
My Lady - The Moody Blues
Myriad Harbour - The New Pornographers


Also, I clearly lied about the post-post for Anita. That will be tonight or next Tues.