Oct 2, 2012

Rainbows and Butterflies

I am currently working on my application for admission to a few universities. The first wave is Michigan State University, the University of Michigan, and Wayne State University. Each one is a powerhouse in its own way. I am hoping to get into all three so that I may chose which wave of energy I want to ride. Of course, the dilemma is that I am not sure what I want to do. That reminds me: I have a very important call to make.

I have a crazy-strong fear of talking on the phone. I cannot even order a flippin' pizza over the phone without feeling grave anxiety. Most of my fears have a definite beginning (crustaceans, dark water, turtles), but I cannot figure out the origins of this phone fear.

They say hypnosis can reveal the origins of a fear and help you to get over the fear. Of course, they say practice will too. Consider Bem's Theory of self-perception which basically says that you will adopt an attitude if you act out the behavior. If you act confidently, you will indeed become confident. If you act like a whore, you will indeed become a whore. Okay, maybe that's not what he had in mind. If you think about rainbows and butterflies all day, then you will turn into rainbows and butterflies. Is that it?

So, if I make this Super Important Career-Defining Phone Call, and act all confident in the beginning, I will become confident without even noticing. Clearly, I need to make the effing call. And I will. But first, I need to expend some negative energy from my brain.

8 comments:

  1. dude, me too on the phone thing - only mine is an anxiety, not a fear, and idk if hypnotism fixes that. Also, I saw a hypnotist about my driving anxiety issues a few years ago, and ... I haven't driven in 8 years. So. I don't really believe in the whole hypnotism thing anymore. Embrace online pizza ordering. It makes life so much more tolerable.

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    1. Last time I tried to do that the restaurant was out of pan crust, but since it was online, the computer just kept denying my request.

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  2. I spend all day on the phone at work, and I can't stand it. I hate phones. I even hate talking to people I love on the phone. I'm not sure what's wrong with me.

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    1. Oh, loved ones are the hardest to talk to on the phone. You can see their face.

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  3. Your "Bem's Theory" is really true. I was actually shy until I started pretending I wasn't. Then I snagged an amazing lady and life got SO much better.

    OWN that pizza call, man!

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  4. I hate the phone too. Skyping is so much better. *hint* :) That's a gross pic, btw.

    Love that you are applying to schools--sweet!

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  5. hate the phone thing as well, but the best way to deal is to just make a LOT of calls. Try making at least three a day. Not friends either. Call businesses and just ask random questions like directions, or if they know anything about some policy or whatever. Just so you're calling a random person and talking briefly every day. Do it for a month and I bet that while it'll never be pleasant, it'll get easier.

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  6. Hope your call went well. I worked in fundraising for WMU--calling people to ask for money. Since then, other phone calls have been a LOT easier. What I hate most is leaving voice mail messages. I ALWAYS say something stupid, in the most stupid voice possible. Thank goodness most people don't even listen to messages anymore.

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